REJECTION...

Feeling
what contradicts
what is
felt for you

Sacraficing
of self
to those
who are selfish

Bringing happiness
while
only receiving
sorrow

Giving your all
for that
which leaves you
with nothing

Loving
a love
that doesn't
love you back


SYM (1995)

UNLOVED

Dreaming of it
yearning for it
Prayers whispered
a longing for

Offerring of self
needing to feel
Unconditional giving of
boldly stated emotion

Dream deferred
yearning extinguished
Prayer unanswered
longing shortend

Offer rejected
now unfeeling
Gift re-gifted
words unheard

Feeling unloved


SYM

FANTASIZING...

A touch
a wish whispered
A kiss
while caressed
you lick
Words of desire
I taste

Slow entry
starts to excel
Fast humps
deep pumps
Moans of ecstasy
sweat dripping
While calling out
for a Higher Power
overwhelming passion

Out of control
thrusts of lust
hardness increases
wetness in excess
till simultaneous eruption
of pleasure
initiate body tremors
While being held
smiling deep sleep


SYM

UNTITLED...

Heart cold
unfeeling
uncaring
Hesitant
to reveal
my true being

Words
of kindness
compassion
appreciation spoken
Cautious
yet believing
all that is said

Wavering acceptance
commencement
of lies
emotionally afflicted
actions
contradict verbage
Disguised truths
revealed
Wounds re-opened

Trust gone
Unaffected
by apologizies
Soul numb
unfeeling
uncaring
again
Heart cold


SYM

MANDINGO LOVE...

Like an African Warrior
Strong
Lean
Powerful
He captures me
and lays me down
Like a hunter
carefully preparing his prey
for consumption
and I
am more than willing
to satisfy his hunger

Our hearts beat
like jungle drums
telling a love story
As our bodies rhythmically move
as one
I feel his appetite
for the taste of me
his prey
grow stronger

He holds me close
proclaiming possession
of my heart
my mind
my soul
His kisses become sensuous
ravenous
animalistic bites and licks
Causing me to shiver
not from fear
but excitement
contemplation
In anticipation
of the love feast
he will make of me

The drums beat faster
His hunger increases
as he sucks the nectar
my body releases
Letting him know
that his prey
is ready
to be slain
And with the plunge of his love spear
I succumb
He plunges deeper
I submit to him

He takes his time
as I allow him to enjoy
his conquest
Savoring the taste
of my flesh
And once he's had his fill
he plunges his love spear
deeper still
My moans
of pleasure
His groans
alerting me of his gratification

Afterwards
as we lay together
the smile he keeps
while he sleeps
shows that he is satisfied
with his kill
And I await the day
when I can once again
be his prey
Cause there's nothing like
that Mandingo Love


SYM

WANNA BUY ME A DRINK...

What up Ma?
Can I buy you a drink?
And after that
what do you think
about me & you hittin dem skins?
The latter's not said
but obviously what's in your head
Tell me they call you "Wood"
you think I look good
you like my lips
and the way I moved my hips
when I did my thang on the dance flo
You just had to find out mo

Alright Wood
I am "Me"
I'll take that drink
And what do I think
about you and me
one on one?
That can be done
I like yo style
and yes did verify
wit my girl who kicked it wit yo dude
that you got loot
plus I think you're cute.

I let you hit once
I put it on you twice
You talkin bout
"Damn girl
I aint know you was this nice!
I want this shit to myself...
you betta not give dis pussy
to no one else"
I dig you too
But I thought we were just
havin some fun
When convenient
a little one on one
You do yo thang
I'd do mine
I think our situation is just fine

But if that's what you want
we can gve it a try
I got one condition
don't waste my time
I got needs
and if I'm savin it fo you
You damn skippy
I expect a brother to follow thru
And if you find
I know longer turn you on
Speak up brother
so I can get gone

You say ok
and with that your cool
Six months later
start actin a fool
Not answering my calls
or returning my text
Then the truth comes out
Should have known this was next
I tell my girl about you
show her yo pic
She starts trippin
"That's Wood...Oh shit!"
That's my girl's dude
been kickin it fo bout a year...
Motherfucker...
Cocksucker...

I dial yo number
You tell me it's true
"What's the problem?
I never committed to you...
Yeah I'm with her..
but I care about you too"
Motherfucker...
Cocksucker...
I told you from the jump
don't play me fo no chump
Why I gotta trip...
I don't want to hear that shit
got my pussy on lock
while you hit what you want to hit

I kept my shit real
you're playing a game
You've never lied?
I lie by ommission
is a lie just the same
Yeah I'm pissed
You wanna know what I think
I think you're an ass
and I should've never
took that drink!


SYM

I YEARN...

Tossing
turning
wanting
a burning
begins
Sleep
won't come
A yearning
within...

For a touch
a kiss
closeness
I miss
warmth
of breath
against
my neck
while
we sleep
dreaming
of memoirs
I'll
always keep
secret
Because
I yearn
within...

For love
and trust
friendship
a must
protector
confider
smile
in my mind
day
brighter
Because
I yearn
within...

For you?


SYM

WILL YOU?

Will you
hold me when I need to be held
Will you
loan me your shoulder when I need a place to lay my head
Will you
listen when I need an ear
Will you
push me away or hold me near
Will you
make me feel safe or insecure
Will you
put me thru tests I'll have to endure
Will you
consider me a friend or make me your mate
Will you
consider me a foe, someone you dont appreciate
Will you
love me is a mystery to me
Will you
always have me around...
there is no guarantee

SYM

I LOVE YOU...

I love you
I love being with you
I love the way you make me feel
How you always seem to know what I want
How I want it
I love it that you dont judge me
I love that you dont mind pleasing me
And ask for nothing in return
I love the things we experience together
How you've taken me to new heights
Showing me the time of my life
I love...

My Vibrator


SYM